Job now calmly presented his case before God. In his
mind and conscience, he was totally resolved and confident that he was innocent.
However, he knew he still had not convinced his three friends that he had done nothing
wrong. Here we can sense that Job’s genuine desire was to make amend if he had wrongly
estimated himself. Verse 23 indicates that he wants to know where his sins
were. He logically laid out his case, saying how could he possibly forsake any
wrong if he couldn’t even identify them. So, the first step to change would
simply be self-awareness. He felt that if God would make it known to him then
he could do something about it. His plea was for God to first relieve him of
his terrible suffering and provide him with the help he was crying for.
Verses 24 suggests that he was feeling lonely, for God seemed
very far way. It’s true that when one is going through tough time and
struggles, God usually seems far away. One often feels uncared for. He longed
to be able to sense God’s presence and friendship. Verse 26 tells us that he
had so thoroughly examined his life that he even considered the sin of his
youth. He thought perhaps God was dealing with something he did wrong while he
was young. Honestly, Job wanted to be rid of the feeling of being so bound up.
His condition bugged him. He felt his body decaying away as if he was a
moth-eaten garment.
Note that we know Job was genuinely searching for the
cause of his suffering. He even contemplated the things he did when he was a
youth. He left no stones unturned to identify where he had gone wrong. Even so we
must, when we spent time in self-examination. What we can learn from Job here
is this: even if we are confident before man concerning our innocence, we must
stay humble and contrite before God. We must not presume on God. We must learn
to trust God in our worst of feelings, because faith will overcome fear within
our heart.
Yes & Amen! Thank you for the great reminder, dear Pastor Clarence! We must learn to trust God in our worst of feelings, because faith will overcome fear within our heart. We must keep fellowshipping with our Abba Father because everything is in His control. Amen!
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